urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory *Un-noticed* Laura 2004-09-03T20:35:43Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:5641 2004-09-03T20:35:43Z 2004-09-03T20:35:43Z so yesterday was my first day of college! it was awesome, 123778473463267283 times better than high school! but uhh yeah in my art class, which by the way is BASIC drawing- not like ADVANCED or anything like that- we're having real life NUDE models come in so we can draw them- i'm like wtf!? i know the human body is a form of art and all that, but i'm not a freakin artist and i'm taking this class for fun as an elective! oh and we have to spend like $100 in art supplies- me and this girl i was sitting next to were quite shocked- anyways- yeah that's about it! so can't wait to draw naked people! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:3852 2004-01-17T04:40:20Z 2004-01-17T04:44:52Z my dad trying to piss me off by playing a loud video game Hi. This is me. <br /> <br /> at this moment. <br /><br /> and probably for quite a few more moments after this moment. <br /> <br /> and the next. <br /><br /> and the next...<br /><br /><br /><br />confused<br /><br /><br /><br />hurt<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />misunderstood<br /><br /><br /><br />afraid<br /><br /><br /><br />extremely lonely urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:3701 2004-01-05T02:25:59Z 2004-01-05T02:25:59Z <p><font color="#3366ff" size="2">So xmas break is over.&nbsp; I can't even come close to expressing how much i dread going back to school.&nbsp; Although it's snowing like crazy outside, of course Novi is going to have school.... it's like why even waste my time hoping for a snow day, the thought might as well not even cross my mind. I've already been in one accident in the snow, and it's not gonna happen again. fuck novi, i'm not getting in an accident because of school, and me getting in an accident is very likely due to my car... my little 89 black topaz with 63,000 miles, i love it to death- but can't count on it to make it through the winter and with that thought in mind could probably explain why i haven't driven it once in like 2 and a half weeks. my friends all have nicer cars than me so it's fair.</font>&nbsp; </p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><a name="cutid1"></a> <font color="#ff0000">* Spent loads of time with my family, which i enjoyed very much.&nbsp; i have a wonderful family that i am extremely thankful for and i wouldn't ask for a different one ever. i'm lucky:)</font></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><font color="#ffcc00">*Hung out with friends, ann arbor, quality time... just relaxed and enjoyed my xmas gifts which were all wonderful!</font></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><font color="#cc33cc">*Chris came over 2 days before new years, stayed 2 nights at my house. new years eve day(dec 31) we went to lapeer at his mom's, got trashed that night, and the next night we got even more trashed at his sister's and her feionsay's(haha holy shit i can't spell) apartment. we both went back home that day- not to menthion i have the best boyfriend in the world:) </font></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><font color="#6600cc">*Saturday went shopping and chilled with jeni, got caught trying to steal a fucking $1 coke from jets pizza... damn that guy was a <font size="5"><strong>HUUGGEE</strong></font> cocksucker!</font></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><font color="#009900">*sunday woke up at 2:30 pm, relaxed and went out to dinner at outback with andrew(duh he gets half off cuz he works there)... and if anyone thinks i'm crazy for going out in the snow, well it helps that andrew just got a new escape, so we were safe.</font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:3332 2003-12-23T20:21:31Z 2003-12-23T20:21:31Z <p>&nbsp;</p><a name="cutid1"></a> My wonderful dog<img src="http://img7.photobucket.com/albums/v21/Lauraluvly3/abbby.JPG">My lip piercing is officially closed up. it's gone, i didn't like how it made my face look : /<img src="http://img7.photobucket.com/albums/v21/Lauraluvly3/smile.JPG"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:3321 2003-12-22T04:50:58Z 2003-12-22T04:50:58Z my computer is fucked up... no no music online ever! : ** ( <p><img src="http://img7.photobucket.com/albums/v21/Lauraluvly3/lw4.jpg"></p> <p><img src="http://img7.photobucket.com/albums/v21/Lauraluvly3/lw2.jpg"></p> <p><img style="WIDTH: 151px; HEIGHT: 475px" height="813" src="http://img7.photobucket.com/albums/v21/Lauraluvly3/lwyellow.JPG" width="209"></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><strong><font color="#cc33cc">Yay. </font><font size="2">I finally figured out how to get pictures up... </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font size="2">like anyone wants to look at them anyways. oh well, it was fun and i feel cool now cuz i know how to post pictures. </font></strong></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:3054 2003-12-21T18:54:58Z 2003-12-21T18:54:58Z my doggy is snoring and omg it is sooo fing adorable<3 will someone please help me on how to post pictures and images on my journal? <br /><br />pretty pretty please!<br /><br />kthanks bye &lt;3 &lt;3 &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:2581 2003-12-20T06:07:37Z 2003-12-20T06:07:37Z I am soooo happy and thankful for christmas break. i feel as if a gigantic weight has been uplifted from my shoulders. no school until jan. 5th, and i don't have to work either considering i'm jobless.... of course the downside is no money but relaxation is well worth it. for me anyways, due to my laziness... i'm no lazy it is seriously sick, but i really don't care. i can't wait for christmas and to spend some good quality time with my most cherished friends. <br />tonight was a blast.<br /><br />NOTE: When eating at dennys and realizing that the grand slam is not $2.99 after 10 pm until you get your bill and it's really $5.98, AND you discover a hair in your food AFTER you eat only means one thing.... Walk out on the bill. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:2500 2003-12-15T17:44:29Z 2003-12-15T17:44:29Z so graphic arts is lame. i have all my work done and it is very pointless for me to be here. i refuse to run the fucking mile in gym.... give me a fucking break last time i had a heat stroke. i have to take my dog to the vet today at 3. my baby's sick:( she's been throwing up and her paw is terribly raw. she's like 6.... not exactly young anymore, so i hope everything is okay. i love her with my whole heart. i picked her out the summer before 7th grade. i was the first person of my family to hold her. No dog is as wonderful as her. <br /><br />I don't think anyone cares about me or my journal cuz i get like 0 comments, 2 if i'm lucky. but i'm so bored right now i have nothing else to do. someone help me make my journal look sweet ass. <br /><br />I need something exciting to happen in my life. i haven't partied in FOREVERRR. i wanna get drunk soon. anyone else? <br /><br />most of my xmas shopping is done, there's a few people i have to talk to and see if they wanna exchange gifts though, so yeah at least that's outta the way. i have no idea what to get chris, i've already goten him a puppy and some clothes but i have to get him something special too, he needs clothes and money sooooooo bad, but it doesnt mean as much as something from the heart. <br /><br />wellll i'm going, so someone please act like you give a fuck about me, cuz it might just make my day, and my day hasn't been made in quite some time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:2233 2003-12-10T15:56:37Z 2003-12-10T15:56:37Z my teacher has the nutcracker playing, & it's rather pretty so i'm in school right now. yay for school, not. but my humanities teacher is awesome, she wants to go shopping with me and my friend in chicago, haha. anyways, my mom is crazy and my dad is a fuck ass. my friends have been good to me lately, so right now that's the only reason i'm happy. and of course, my boyfriend's new puppy i got him&lt;3 early xmas present, half dalmation half lab and HER(cuz girl dogs are the best) name is Sadie. she's our baby and i love her to death. chris' grandma who he UNFORTUNATELY lives with is a pshyco and has fuckin bipolar about the dog or something, one second shes like "chris bring the dog down here in the kitchen so it can eat on a tile floor and so it can get out of your room for once", then the next second shes telling me on the phone when i call " i swear if u dont take this dog somewhere i'll cut its head off with a butcher knife, i swear i will i'll kill it, i almost killed a nother dog that lived here before but they got rid of it first" ok. i swear on anything if she touches that dog i will call the cops. then i will beat her so bad, until she will be nearly dead. i'll make her wish she was dead. the poor puppy is innocent, but old people don't reason or think of anyone but themselves, they're stubborn and cuz they're old they think they know everything, if not more. <br /><br />me and kerri went to the mall last night, i think we needed it. we're both going through some shit right now and it was nice to talk and everything, except when the guy in journeys talked to us for like and hour and a half about his band, haha but it was all good he was awesome and very friendly. he was pretty open too, and that's awesome. so yeah last night probably made my week better already. <br /><br />i need a job, but i'm waiting till after christmas, anyone know a sweet place to work?<br /><br />comment please, make me feel like i have friends or people that read this<br /><br />much love&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:2046 2003-11-20T21:28:33Z 2003-11-20T21:28:33Z No first block for Laura anymore. She only has to go for 3 blocks now... :-D <br /><br />Because...<br /><br />1). My mom rocks very fuckin hard<br /><br />2). My counsler rocks very fuckin hard<br /><br />3). I'm special urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:1616 2003-11-15T22:09:57Z 2003-11-15T22:09:57Z hmm, none since my mp3 thing won't open there seems to be a downfall. <br /><br />I haven't been to my 1st block class in like 5 days.... i don't know what's gonna happen, and i really don't care either. I better see Chris tonight, he better get his ass over here. <br /><br />I'm glad i have my best friend back. <br /><br />I didn't go into work today, and don't plan on going in ever again. i'm too much of a pussy to call and tell them anything, whether it's that i'm "sick" or the truth that i'm quitting. any suggestions? <br /><br />Anyways, i think i'm getting better, slowly but surely. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:1372 2003-11-12T00:34:29Z 2003-11-12T00:34:29Z <div align="center"> <table style="color: black; background: #eeeeee" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="2"> <tr> <td bgcolor="#eeeeee"> <div align="center"> Personality Disorder Test Results <table style="color: black; background: #dddddd" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="4" bgcolor="#dddddd"> <tr> <td><img src="http://sminds.com/icon/1a.gif" border="0"></td> <td>Paranoid</td> <td width="50">||||||||||||||||||</td> <td width="30">78%</td> </tr> <tr> <td><img src="http://sminds.com/icon/2a.gif" border="0"></td> <td>Schizoid</td> <td width="50">||||||||||</td> <td width="30">38%</td> </tr> <tr> <td><img src="http://sminds.com/icon/3a.gif" width="25" height="9" border="0"></td> <td>Schizotypal</td> <td width="50">||||||||||||||||</td> <td width="30">62%</td> </tr> <tr> <td><img src="http://sminds.com/icon/4a.gif" width="27" height="25" border="0"></td> <td>Antisocial</td> <td width="50">||||||||||||||||||</td> <td width="30">78%</td> </tr> <tr> <td><img src="http://sminds.com/icon/5a.gif" width="25" height="25" border="0"></td> <td>Borderline</td> <td width="50">||||||||||||||||||</td> <td width="30">74%</td> </tr> <tr> <td><img src="http://sminds.com/icon/6a.gif" width="25" height="16" border="0"></td> <td>Histrionic</td> <td width="50">||||||||||||||||||</td> <td width="30">78%</td> </tr> <tr> <td><img src="http://sminds.com/icon/7a.gif" width="25" height="25" border="0"></td> <td>Narcissistic</td> <td width="50">||||||||||||||||||</td> <td width="30">78%</td> </tr> <tr> <td><img src="http://sminds.com/icon/8a.gif" width="25" height="9" border="0"></td> <td>Avoidant</td> <td width="50">||||||||||||</td> <td width="30">50%</td> </tr> <tr> <td><img src="http://sminds.com/icon/9a.gif" width="25" height="22" border="0"></td> <td>Dependent</td> <td width="50">||||||||||||||||||||</td> <td width="30">82%</td> </tr> <tr> <td><img src="http://sminds.com/icon/10a.gif" width="25" height="12" border="0"></td> <td> Obsessive-Compulsive</td> <td width="50"> ||||||||||||</td> <td width="30">46%</td> </tr> </table> </div> </td> </tr> </table> <a href="http://similarminds.com"> Take Free Personality Disorder Test</a><br> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:1163 2003-11-09T19:39:25Z 2003-11-09T19:39:25Z ABOUT YOU<br />[ x ] your first name spelled backwards: Arual<br />[ x ] the story behind your Lj user name: My friend made the name, because she basically gave me her livejournal. she has a deadjournal she likes better, so this is mine now:) i like the name too, since i'm so un noticed and just a loaned memory...<br />[ x ] 4 words that sum you up: confused, honest, too-nice, in love ( fuck the 4 word limit)<br /><br />DESCRIBE YOUR<br />[ x ] toothbrush - white and orange.... but i need a new one like now<br />[ x ] jewelry worn daily - lip ring, nose ring, earrings, different necklaces<br />[ x ] blanket - star comforter, i cant spell<br />[ x ] underwear - what underwear? <br />[ x ] shoes - pink and black vans<br />[ x ] CD in stereo right now - afi sing the sorrow<br />[ x ] what you are wearing now - my pjs... not to mention it's 2:26 pm. <br /><br />WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)<br />[ x ] in my head - seeing chris<br />[ x ] wishing - only if u make it happen<br />[ x ] after this - hmm... homework, shower, chris<br />[ x ] talking to - no one<br />[ x ] fetishes - purses, hats, shoes, my boyfriend, more but who knows<br />[ x ] person you wish you could see right now - chris<br />[ x ] something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - i wanna work at vans<br />[ x ] something that you are deathly afraid of - having no one in the end, i am so dependant it's sick.<br />[ x ] do you believe in love - without a doubt<br />[ x ] do you believe in soul mates - Yes, i have one<br />[ x ] do you believe in Heaven - yes, something like that<br />[ x ] do you believe in forgiveness- Yes, but right now it's so hard<br />[ x ] do you believe in God - for sure<br /><br />[ x ] what are cities you wouldn't mind relocating to - anywhere but novi<br />[ x ] what's something that you wish people would understand - that's just impossible urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:977 2003-11-09T18:32:55Z 2003-11-09T18:32:55Z okay, i need help with my journal: layout, customizing.... yeah all that good stuff. someone help me please:/<br /><br />Last night= awesome. thanx kerri i had a great time:) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a_loaned_memory:735 2003-11-08T18:32:38Z 2003-11-08T18:32:38Z a car alarm going off so finally, i have a live journal. i used to have a deadjournal, but it sucks and all my friends have livejournal so its easier this way. anyways, last night was fucked up. everything sucks right now. <br /><br /><br />when will things get better?