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[04 Sep 2004|04:30pm] |
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so yesterday was my first day of college! it was awesome, 123778473463267283 times better than high school! but uhh yeah in my art class, which by the way is BASIC drawing- not like ADVANCED or anything like that- we're having real life NUDE models come in so we can draw them- i'm like wtf!? i know the human body is a form of art and all that, but i'm not a freakin artist and i'm taking this class for fun as an elective! oh and we have to spend like $100 in art supplies- me and this girl i was sitting next to were quite shocked- anyways- yeah that's about it! so can't wait to draw naked people!
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| it hurts. everything hurts |
[16 Jan 2004|11:35pm] |
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Hi. This is me.
at this moment.
and probably for quite a few more moments after this moment.
and the next.
and the next...
confused
hurt
misunderstood
afraid
extremely lonely
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| I hate when good things come to an end |
[04 Jan 2004|09:07pm] |
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So xmas break is over. I can't even come close to expressing how much i dread going back to school. Although it's snowing like crazy outside, of course Novi is going to have school.... it's like why even waste my time hoping for a snow day, the thought might as well not even cross my mind. I've already been in one accident in the snow, and it's not gonna happen again. fuck novi, i'm not getting in an accident because of school, and me getting in an accident is very likely due to my car... my little 89 black topaz with 63,000 miles, i love it to death- but can't count on it to make it through the winter and with that thought in mind could probably explain why i haven't driven it once in like 2 and a half weeks. my friends all have nicer cars than me so it's fair.
( My xmas break )
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| Hawt.... i mean i WISH |
[21 Dec 2003|11:43pm] |
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Yay. I finally figured out how to get pictures up...
like anyone wants to look at them anyways. oh well, it was fun and i feel cool now cuz i know how to post pictures.
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| please help me |
[21 Dec 2003|01:43pm] |
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my doggy is snoring and omg it is sooo fing adorable<3 |
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will someone please help me on how to post pictures and images on my journal?
pretty pretty please!
kthanks bye <3 <3 <3
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| what a huuuggeee F-ing relief |
[20 Dec 2003|01:00am] |
I am soooo happy and thankful for christmas break. i feel as if a gigantic weight has been uplifted from my shoulders. no school until jan. 5th, and i don't have to work either considering i'm jobless.... of course the downside is no money but relaxation is well worth it. for me anyways, due to my laziness... i'm no lazy it is seriously sick, but i really don't care. i can't wait for christmas and to spend some good quality time with my most cherished friends.
tonight was a blast.
NOTE: When eating at dennys and realizing that the grand slam is not $2.99 after 10 pm until you get your bill and it's really $5.98, AND you discover a hair in your food AFTER you eat only means one thing.... Walk out on the bill.
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| Why did i wake up today? |
[15 Dec 2003|12:25pm] |
so graphic arts is lame. i have all my work done and it is very pointless for me to be here. i refuse to run the fucking mile in gym.... give me a fucking break last time i had a heat stroke. i have to take my dog to the vet today at 3. my baby's sick:( she's been throwing up and her paw is terribly raw. she's like 6.... not exactly young anymore, so i hope everything is okay. i love her with my whole heart. i picked her out the summer before 7th grade. i was the first person of my family to hold her. No dog is as wonderful as her.
I don't think anyone cares about me or my journal cuz i get like 0 comments, 2 if i'm lucky. but i'm so bored right now i have nothing else to do. someone help me make my journal look sweet ass.
I need something exciting to happen in my life. i haven't partied in FOREVERRR. i wanna get drunk soon. anyone else?
most of my xmas shopping is done, there's a few people i have to talk to and see if they wanna exchange gifts though, so yeah at least that's outta the way. i have no idea what to get chris, i've already goten him a puppy and some clothes but i have to get him something special too, he needs clothes and money sooooooo bad, but it doesnt mean as much as something from the heart.
wellll i'm going, so someone please act like you give a fuck about me, cuz it might just make my day, and my day hasn't been made in quite some time.
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| Today has a 50/50 chance of being good |
[10 Dec 2003|10:42am] |
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so i'm in school right now. yay for school, not. but my humanities teacher is awesome, she wants to go shopping with me and my friend in chicago, haha. anyways, my mom is crazy and my dad is a fuck ass. my friends have been good to me lately, so right now that's the only reason i'm happy. and of course, my boyfriend's new puppy i got him<3 early xmas present, half dalmation half lab and HER(cuz girl dogs are the best) name is Sadie. she's our baby and i love her to death. chris' grandma who he UNFORTUNATELY lives with is a pshyco and has fuckin bipolar about the dog or something, one second shes like "chris bring the dog down here in the kitchen so it can eat on a tile floor and so it can get out of your room for once", then the next second shes telling me on the phone when i call " i swear if u dont take this dog somewhere i'll cut its head off with a butcher knife, i swear i will i'll kill it, i almost killed a nother dog that lived here before but they got rid of it first" ok. i swear on anything if she touches that dog i will call the cops. then i will beat her so bad, until she will be nearly dead. i'll make her wish she was dead. the poor puppy is innocent, but old people don't reason or think of anyone but themselves, they're stubborn and cuz they're old they think they know everything, if not more.
me and kerri went to the mall last night, i think we needed it. we're both going through some shit right now and it was nice to talk and everything, except when the guy in journeys talked to us for like and hour and a half about his band, haha but it was all good he was awesome and very friendly. he was pretty open too, and that's awesome. so yeah last night probably made my week better already.
i need a job, but i'm waiting till after christmas, anyone know a sweet place to work?
comment please, make me feel like i have friends or people that read this
much love<3
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[20 Nov 2003|04:18pm] |
No first block for Laura anymore. She only has to go for 3 blocks now... :-D
Because...
1). My mom rocks very fuckin hard
2). My counsler rocks very fuckin hard
3). I'm special
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